In Christ we never have to look back with regret, pining
with melancholy to recapture what we have lost, or sorrowfully longing to undo
what cannot now be undone. In Christ, nothing
that is truly precious in the entire experience of our lives will ever be lost
to us. Everything good and love-worthy
and dear to us from every minute of our whole life’s experience is safely
stored in the Heart of Christ for us to encounter and enjoy again in God’s good
time. Alive in Christ, living his own life by his
gracious Mercy, every day we can, if we want, again become “like newborn
babes”, wholly enjoying the present moment offered us (that and that only, for only
that is real), wholly occupied with drinking milk from the breasts of
Christ’s consolation and sharing that milk with every other thirsty person we
know.
Do you think for a moment that he, the eternal Wisdom of
the Father, is ignorant of the endless deaths that continually gnaw away at our
hearts, souls and bodies? Don’t you
think he knows far better than we do what those deaths are all about and what
needs to be done to leave them behind? Christ,
in fact, knows intimately our impulse
toward decay, because once he too truly drank the bitterness of his and our
common mortality, drank it down to the dregs, so that it is your and my specific death that he
triumphed over, and not merely some abstract idea of death. The wounds in
his body swiftly banish all such abstraction.
The one thing that a follower
of Jesus can be sure of is that he or she will never be alone, because in the
act of following at least two are always involved. So, if we follow him into his death, he will
lead us out of it into his life.
Plaque
with the Crucifixion, Monvaerni,
15th century, Limoges, France, Painted enamel on copper, 9 7/16 x 8 7/8 x 1/16
in. The Metropolitan Museum of Art. Used with permission.
Meditation by Father Simeon.
Meditation by Father Simeon.