My
happiness lies in you alone...Your will is my delight.
Our life in the monastery makes us available to be drawn as completely, as immediately, as constantly as the disciples were - to be completely open, vulnerable to the
compelling presence of Christ. He beckons us even
now. And it is never too late to love him with all
our heart, all our soul, all our strength. Perhaps we feel that there is always
too little to give, but it is never ever too late to give all that we can, for
he is incessantly drawing us to himself.
The bells are our constant summons to put all things
aside. “The monks will always be ready to arise without delay when the signal
is given,” says St. Benedict. “On hearing the signal the
monk will immediately set aside what he has in hand and go with utmost speed.” Such attentiveness is grace
and gracefulness. And it is why we have come here, a way to name
our deepest desire. At the first stirrings of his call, were not our hearts
burning within us? Let us go to him once again without hesitation, without a
second thought, for our desire is itself his gift and his desire for us.
Photograph by Father Emmanuel. Meditation by one the monks.
Photograph by Father Emmanuel. Meditation by one the monks.